feeling very low... to be precise, melancholic is de best word to describe my current state of emotion. dun ask me why. cuz i'm not sure why i'm feeling dis way either. itz definitely not de 'time of de month'. hmmm... maybe i woke up on de wrong side of bed today. or maybe dere is something which is bothering me but i chose not to acknowledge it. or maybe itz just another of my usual mood swing. *shrugs*

i did feel better for awhile when i'm about to knock off from work. martin and linda were in my cube. we were talking about how should we pack our luggage so as to avoid being asked too many questions at de customs, blah blah... had a good laugh over de things they said. but dat moment of happiness did not last long.

argh... I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA exactly why am i feeling dis way. i feel so choked up inside and i have dis urge to cry out many a time but i held back.

de melody of dis song so aptly describes my mood now... SIGH~

Keane - "Bedshaped"

Many's the time
I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away
You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

I know you think I'm holding you down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
And I don't understand the same things as you
But I do

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!